Today was the 1st of a whole new year . . . what do you think will be different next year this time?!!

Well, the first thing that I hope will be different is that B won’t be living here any more OR that he will be paying his own bills ... consisting of cigs and beer.

I feel like I get no time to breath; no time to go from one thing to another on the computer; no time to be my own quiet ... B is ALWAYS here ... I’m the one who is gone some of the time!!! He is totally happy with cigs and beer ... but, he doesn’t make any of the money for his habits. When he needed a place to be (here from FL) I didn’t think twice ... and I have watched him NOT take several jobs.

Feb 1&2 are his next court dates which will most likely lead him right to jail . . . don’t want that either.

My cousin took me to dialysis today . . . the local transit was not running . . . so, that was really nice of him!!!

I had the test for a hernia on Th the 28th ... that will most likely be next week before I hear any thing.

happy holidays
Mandala